Okay, so that didn't last long. In fact, it was over the next day.
But these games are starting to wear thin and I just don't know what they mean.
I get as giddy as a junior high-schooler when I talk to the cute, younger guy from my section. I'm hopelessly pathetic.
Thanksgiving's this week and for the first time in my life, I'm not thinking about the dinner itself but just trying my best to stay thankful despite impending finals. I have good moments and bad moments.
On the last day of crim, we had a guest speaker who was incarcerated for the past 25 years for a murder he didn't commit. He's fighting back after teaching himself the law while in prison and his case is pending in front of the USSC. It kinda puts life into perspective...
Sunday, November 16, 2008
My fingers and hands have been tingling with pain and in the mornings I can barely squeeze my hands into fists. It doesn't help that my typing is abysmal, so I have to concentrate extra hard to make sure my note-taking makes sense. How sad.
I will never take a 5'9" 남자 for granted again. God has definitely been humbling me in law school.
언제 까지 버틸 수 있을까? 참 궁금하다...
I will never take a 5'9" 남자 for granted again. God has definitely been humbling me in law school.
언제 까지 버틸 수 있을까? 참 궁금하다...
Sunday, November 09, 2008
My poor neglected blog. I thought I'd never see the day where I'd stop writing in this thing, but a better part of the year has gone by since my last entry.
"Though the questions still fog up my mind
With promises I still seem to bear
Even when answers slowly unwind
It's my heart I see you prepare
But it's now, that I feel, your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip, washing away my pain
I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
Even when I don't see, I still believe"
I believe...
... that Brian will get better and the family will be healed.
... that friendships can be mended and that I will have the chance to talk to him again.
... that though I desperately want to be taken care of, I'm already in the hands of the ultimate Provider and Caretaker.
... that God spoke to me yesterday, and for once, I was able to listen.
"I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge — that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." - Ephesians 3:16-19.
With promises I still seem to bear
Even when answers slowly unwind
It's my heart I see you prepare
But it's now, that I feel, your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip, washing away my pain
I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
Even when I don't see, I still believe"
I believe...
... that Brian will get better and the family will be healed.
... that friendships can be mended and that I will have the chance to talk to him again.
... that though I desperately want to be taken care of, I'm already in the hands of the ultimate Provider and Caretaker.
... that God spoke to me yesterday, and for once, I was able to listen.
"I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge — that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." - Ephesians 3:16-19.
