ooh. today was unforgettable. thank you again to the awesome guys in our class for such a wonderful sister's appreciation brunch. i've never been appreciated before, well not like i deserve this or anything but yeah... at my old church i couldn't have ever thought something like this was possible; the girls were completely segregated from the guys... and maybe that was our fault, but we never really had the opportunity to get to know the guys in our class in the brother/sister in Christ context. i remember freshmen year up here when i heard people speaking like that i was so thrown off cuz it sounded so incredibly "holy." i didn't know people would consciously speak about each other like that. =T but anyways, this day was totally special for me. =] wow. ahaha i can't get this stupid dumb grin off my face whenever i think about earlier. =] today just totally made me feel special... which sounds kinda pathetic on my part i know, but in all honesty, since spring break, i've been doing a lot of doubting and questioning and wondering about various aspects of my life... and i guess i've reached a point where i can really care less about what happens to me, and it's so easy for me to just simply give up. and seeing everything today, and how the guys were so nice and thoughtful, just made me realize that there's always something that God places in my life that i can be thankful about and have joy in. at this moment, i truly thank God for our awesome class, and especially how generous and caring the guys are... today was incredibly touching, and all i can say is that i am truly blessed to know each of our guys. thank you again. =T