*sigh* what a poopie day. well, actually, it was aiite cept the fact that once again i was reminded of how ironic life is. like when i really want something, i can never obtain it. i know that God is trying to teach me something and that i shouldn't always get what i want, but sometimes... i feel that life would be so much more easier if i did. but that's an incredibly selfish thought cuz i know that we live in accordance to God's will and it's inane to attempt to take things into our own hands.

even though i think that life sucks like a gargantuan vacuum right now, now is the time where i need to turn to God instead of running from Him. prayer and complete trust... yes. idiotic behavior on my part... no.

"You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand." thank you grace =] how can life possibly suck when i have God's great love?